All about a few Scars

All about a few Scars
By
Apurva Sanjay Malewar

It’s been quite a while, since I last wrote, and today I just decided I would unwind and write, the Ways of life as I see it happening at this very moment of time, and how it’s been treating all of us. I write this not because It took me time to get myself together or in order to portray the battles of life that I have endured over the past few months. What I write today is for a friend, projecting what my friends are going through, so this does not mean that it is only they who can read and comprehend, that, what is written in here, is for them, it also is for all you readers out there who probably did endure some hard times, or those who are enduring battles that leave scars that can’t be mended, for a long time.

We all know time will mend those deep scars that have been the root causes of profound depression and sadness, we all know that sooner or later we all will be ok, life will go steady and normal as it were before, and we will out turn out to be wiser and more alert with making choices. Who gives a damn about time, we all know that. What we need is hope for the present, a prayer, maybe a blessing, mere faith that will help us pull through the agony that we are enduring. We all say life is unfair, life is hard, which sure is people!!! We blame destiny; we blame fate, very nice. It has been a blame game all this while.
Well, we are not saints here to forgive and move on, sure we will forgive people, but that depends on how they behave. Some people do not deserve to be forgiven for things they have done, and even if forgiven, it really does not make any difference to them, they do not care.
We should really blame our selves first, for having us ruin our lives with such waste. Wasted are those moments of sacrifice, compromise and time. We sure do learn a lot of things from what we do in life. But what we really need is people to stick by no matter what.
Where are those mortal souls when we need them the most? People are selfish, miserly and poor with feelings, once they realize they have nothing to gain. In the first place, is there anything unconditional? I wonder? There are just too many people that we have to satisfy………… Our parents, our friends, our partners, God damn everybody wants a piece of you. The only difference being parent’s love which is unconditional, I wonder what happens to the others, where do they disappear.
Am not here to blame anyone, but just to point some selfish motives that people possess, as long as the good gets going, and my way is the highway am all yours baby, but when the going gets bad, and when things really don’t turn out as expected, it’s more like am not going to keep in touch, but disown you. I do not give a rat’s ass, what happens to you. Well, that’s the attitude some people have. Coz I have nothing to gain or feed off you, I don’t need you. Sweet!!!… Life could not get any better than this…This is how some people think, people with twisted minds and love that only speaks the language of lust, not emotional love or care is seen amongst such poor and pitiful souls.
How do people live with such cruelty in their hearts, I say it’s a sin. When you make a commitment stick to it, don’t just mouth words, just because they seem nice to hear, don’t just say things because it’s going to make me happy, don’t just do things for temporary satisfaction, it does not help. When you make a promise stick to it, and when you say no matter what, prove it.
Don’t just run away………… This ain’t any entertainment zone or fun factory; the only people who are entertained are people who are watching this shit happen to your life…. I know you do not care, but well, the truth is we all do. Sometimes it matters.
This is one life we have, and it’s not worth the trouble or not worth the people who want to misuse it and laugh at it, play with it. This is one life, we live it, let’s live it the best.

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